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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
God damn, how can you be such a prick?
What’s wrong with telling the girl who pours her heart out to you how you REALLY feel?
Now I am really fucking paranoid to tell a dude how I feel about him.
I feel like that will just scare him off.
I don’t think I will ever tell a guy I like him and want to get to know him better again.
Fuck shit fuck shit fuckity fuck shit.
I suppose I should thank you for not hanging out with me/calling me/emailing me. It shows me how you really feel since you don’t seem to have the balls to express it in words to me. Every second you don’t spend with me… I start to forget about you a little bit more. Soon it will be like it was before… me wondering who I was crushing on, having to think hard about it. That isn’t the way it’s supposed to be. You are supposed to be at the top of my mind and I am supposed to be at the top of yours. What part of the memo didn’t you get?
I might sound bitter, but that is because the mind-fucking has been going on since about October. I am sick of it at this point and don’t want to deal with it any longer.
I need to purge you from my memory.
I need to scrape my memory clean and start fresh.
No more crushes… they never work out and the dude I crush on inevitably doesn’t feel the same toward me.
Crushes are called that because they crush your fucking spirit and make you feel bad about yourself. Fuck crushes.
Fuck giving a shit about dudes.
Fuck worrying about being alone for the rest of my life.
Fuck every decent guy being married/gay/in a relationship/somehow unavailable.
Fuck trying to impress people. They don’t really care enough to give a shit and just be your friend.
Fuck trying to make new friends.
Fuck getting to know new people.
Fuck trying to open my mind and expand my horizons.
Fuck people fucking with me every chance they get.
Fuck people who don’t treat me fairly and like they treat everyone else.
Fuck corporate ladders and ass kissers.
Fuck not doing what I love for a living.
Fuck religious people who want to shove their religious shit down my fucking throat.
Hmmm... I think that about covers it for now. That felt good to get it all out of my system.
What’s wrong with telling the girl who pours her heart out to you how you REALLY feel?
Now I am really fucking paranoid to tell a dude how I feel about him.
I feel like that will just scare him off.
I don’t think I will ever tell a guy I like him and want to get to know him better again.
Fuck shit fuck shit fuckity fuck shit.
I suppose I should thank you for not hanging out with me/calling me/emailing me. It shows me how you really feel since you don’t seem to have the balls to express it in words to me. Every second you don’t spend with me… I start to forget about you a little bit more. Soon it will be like it was before… me wondering who I was crushing on, having to think hard about it. That isn’t the way it’s supposed to be. You are supposed to be at the top of my mind and I am supposed to be at the top of yours. What part of the memo didn’t you get?
I might sound bitter, but that is because the mind-fucking has been going on since about October. I am sick of it at this point and don’t want to deal with it any longer.
I need to purge you from my memory.
I need to scrape my memory clean and start fresh.
No more crushes… they never work out and the dude I crush on inevitably doesn’t feel the same toward me.
Crushes are called that because they crush your fucking spirit and make you feel bad about yourself. Fuck crushes.
Fuck giving a shit about dudes.
Fuck worrying about being alone for the rest of my life.
Fuck every decent guy being married/gay/in a relationship/somehow unavailable.
Fuck trying to impress people. They don’t really care enough to give a shit and just be your friend.
Fuck trying to make new friends.
Fuck getting to know new people.
Fuck trying to open my mind and expand my horizons.
Fuck people fucking with me every chance they get.
Fuck people who don’t treat me fairly and like they treat everyone else.
Fuck corporate ladders and ass kissers.
Fuck not doing what I love for a living.
Fuck religious people who want to shove their religious shit down my fucking throat.
Hmmm... I think that about covers it for now. That felt good to get it all out of my system.
